虚度的青春Squandered Youth
今天看到一个挺有意思的文。一路看下去就到了豆瓣。
猛然发现，好久没上豆瓣了。
一想，不仅是豆瓣，大学爱上的那些网站都不爱上了。感觉是不愿回忆起大学生涯吧…但是我的四年过得也不是特别值得怀念。这么一说倒是记起临毕业那阵一想到毕业这事儿就眼红鼻子酸的。
想来不是因为舍不得大学，而是对自己虚度青春的悔恨和被迫离开校园的无奈啊。
Saw a rather interesting piece today. Following it along, link by link, I ended up on Douban.
And it suddenly hit me: I haven’t been on Douban in ages.
Come to think of it, it isn’t just Douban. All the sites I fell in love with in college, I’ve stopped loving to visit. I suppose I’m just unwilling to be reminded of my university years… though my four years weren’t all that worth missing either. Saying this, I do recall how, in the stretch before graduation, my eyes would redden and my nose would sting at the mere thought of graduating.
Looking back, it wasn’t that I couldn’t bear to leave college; it was remorse over a youth I had idled away, and helplessness at being forced out of campus.
Comments