我只过农历新年，所以只在农历新年有对自己每年都一样的期望

现在陷入一个纠结本来我已经决定大口吃肥肉，浑浑噩噩过短命的生活了。

现在突然又要奋斗那之前混过去的日子怎么办

现在奋斗的我怎么对得起过去六七年时间里我瞎玩掉的时光和浪费掉的青春呢

I’m caught in a dilemma now. I had already made up my mind to eat fatty pork by the mouthful and muddle through a short, hazy life.

Now suddenly I’m supposed to strive again. Then what about all the days I loafed through before?

If I strive now, how will I ever face the six or seven years of time I played away and the youth I let go to waste?

我只过农历新年，所以只在农历新年有对自己每年都一样的期望The Same Hopes Every Lunar New Year